It's all right, I tell myself.
Adrenaline zithers through your bloodstream, I tell myself.
I tell myself, you're a strong powerful man, who does not whine. You have a job that needs to be done and you do it. People are depending on you. You need to do this.
Keep it together. Keep it together.

Fuck this. Its 4 AM, and I just want to go home.

I just want to go home.